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23 January 1999
I am back in Tennessee for another two weeks of treatment. It was hard
to come back. Being home for Christmas was wonderful and Detroit had itsfirst
real snow in a decade -- two feet that stayed almost three weeks! But
this doctor offers me my best chance so I'm back.
We got good news the first day. The MRI showed that the cavity from which
the tumor was taken is 50% smaller than before and that the ridge around
it has thinned. There is no continuing evidence of cancer. Of course,
pockets of cancer can be too small to pick up on the MRI but this is very
good news.
Tuesday when I went back in for treatment, I had a sorry twist on the
scare I got the very first day last time. This time I also fainted four
times, but each time I threw up first. No one is quite sure why. (Reviving
was less confusing this time because I now recognize and cherish the faces
of the staff.)
I'd be glad for prayers. I get to go home again at the end of this month.
But right now I am totally wrung out -- it has been hard to keep anything
down and to sleep. I'm afraid I'm getting phobic of the clinic itself
-- fluorescent lights, no windows, blood in all the tubes. I know it would
be easier if I felt better.
I had a sinus infection when I arrived which hasn't helped. Meanwhile
Bill and the kids are wonderful. Lydia and Lucy auditioned for a musical
presentation of Jack in the Beanstalk and will be performing in it through
March, April and May. It's Lydia's third season and she is delighted to
be cast as Jack. Lucy's taking skating lessons. Bill is in full swirl
at SCUPE now that the students have arrived so he is juggling trips to
Chicago and caring for us. So far all is very good. Thanks for your attention
and concern. These are very strange days for us.
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