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For
people in my line of business, working on deadline is a way of life.
Plenty
of people have time-specific goals to achieve, of course, but journalists
and editors seem to exercise special ownership of the concept,
expecting that when they talk about being "on deadline" people
they encounter will somehow understand the particular urgency of
the situation and will be willing to rearrange their calendars to
fit in a last-minute interview, say, or postpone their own urgent
dealings to give the publication's timeliness a priority.
I
try to act casual about it, of course, but it is absolutely true
that for me editorial deadlines are deeply serious - sacred, almost.
Sacrosanct. Inviolable. You don't ever miss one. Ever. The stories
must be completed, the art collected, the issue laid out and proofed
and the print date honored, come hell or high water.
So
I was dumbfounded this past year when a writer sent me a regretful
e-mail
only a couple of days before his story was due stating that, owing
to a death in his family, he was bailing on the assignment. Perhaps
dumbfounded is too flimsy a term. I was non-plussed. Then irate.
Then frantic, as I wondered how, at this late moment, I was going
to fill the hole this insult to the journalistic code left in the
issue.
Needless
to say - but at the time it seemed miraculously - we in very short
order were able to find another way to approach the topic, perhaps
a way that was even considerably fresher. My nervous system got
more of a workout than I would have hoped for in pulling the new
piece off, but I have to confess that the results were very satisfactory.
I say
this now, in part, to force myself to admit publically that good
things can come out of unmet deadlines, though I shudder as I form
the words (I'm writing on deadline, of course, so I'm understandably
on edge). But I also wish to offer my belated apology to the errant
writer at the center of my tale. He missed his deadline because
life - in the form of death - had intervened.
Time
is not, as we in the journalism trade so easily suppose, absolute.
Or sacrosanct. But most of us in this culture mourn its passage,
denounce its wasting, fear its finalities - and feel prevented from
allowing life to intervene on its demanding schedule because we
accept that "time is money."
The
commodification of time is a sad inheritance from the industrial
revolution, I'd guess. But our modern, post-modern or extra-modern
lives seem to take it for granted. My time is valuable, we all say,
but we know bone-deep that our time is beyond price. Few deathbed
reflections involve the wish that more time had been spent on the
job.
Unless,
of course, the work is vocation.
And
the time-consuming demands of it contain satisfaction when met.
Satisfactions of the most basic kind - ones that nurture self-respect,
the common good, creativity. Work that is worthy requires time carefully
spent and justly compensated - but, also, freedom from time spent
working. This is a critical freedom, in fact, one necessary for
recalling our relationship to the larger life and to give us a chance
to reflect on where we and our communities are headed and whether
the course we've set needs adjusting.
More
and more, I'm glad to say, people at every point of the economic
spectrum seem to be challenging the time-is-money mantra of this
culture. The assault comes from an infinite variety of venues -
from living-wage campaigns, simple-living experiments, the re-invigorating
of hand craftsmanship and right-livelihood business enterprises.
And,
painfully enough for people like me, it must also come from questioning
the tyranny of deadlines.
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